Home: Modesto

It's been two weeks since I arrived back in my hometown Modesto, CA.

After  lots and lots of prayer, tears, more prayer, and a little bit of fighting, God opened up door after door within a week for me to come here. From getting extremely cheap tickets, to canceling flights for even better ones, to getting back into church leadership, I know that God's brought me back for a while.

Its hard coming back after nearly a year and trying to jump right back into "normal life." People are gone, church has changed, friends have left or moved on. I'm not able to drive yet (long story...) while I'm in the states either, so it makes things really difficult. I am constantly reminding myself that God brought me here and I need to make sure I am maintaining these relationships with my friends and church and that He wants to teach me something.

A few days ago in my quiet time with Jesus, I read that God brings us to the "valley of humiliation" to remove the skepticism from us. When we are on the mountain, we saw all the things that God can do, and anything is possible when we are on the mountain! But when we get down to that valley, how is God any different? But for some reason we begin to get frustrated, doubtful, and skeptical. But God wants to bring us - to bring ME - out of that and to show me that things are JUST as possible here in the valley! I just have to take it one day at a time.

I miss all the traveling and way of life in Europe, but I mostly miss the people I was with -- the ones who are all so in love with Jesus like I am and all have the same kind of goals and heart's desires. I keep praying that God will give me strength and to keep bringing those godly friends back to me as encouragement. My next step is to go back to England and do my DTS in January at the Harpenden YWAM base. A DTS (Discipleship Training School) is 6 month program in which Christians from all over the world, representing different denominations and cultures, come together for in-depth teaching and training in Christian living, ministry to the poor and needy and evangelism. My fees during this time are extremely large (about $5000 for the school, plus airfare and living expenses.) So I ask that you would join me in prayer for this school, the finances, and considering becoming a monthly supporter of my big step into Full-time missions and these next few months of preparation.

Whilst I am here, I would love to get together, so please don't hesitate to contact me, and I would love to share face-to-face about what I've been doing, the things God's done, and the places I've been!

With Love and blessings to you,
Rae


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